Friday, February 29, 2008
im waiting for that very day
when i can see your heart not grey
but red
im so bored now...
oh talking about my very sway day today~
early in the morning.. my hair doesnt feel right
first period.. i felt that my thingy came
end of first period.. i went toilet
came out of toilet, MISS ___ "hey, you.. outrageous!!tug your shirt right in neatly now! im kind enough to not write down your name and blabla......"
second period i got called for reading Beatrice's role
its supposedly to be really emotionally
but i read it as if i was the one dying instead of my husband dying
very very monotone and yolanda's manly voice
teacher said,"yolanda, now you gotta put in all your power and emotions for this part. go-"
and i tried..but they say no improvement (my frens)
after class "now tug your shirt IN!!!!!"
scared the shit out of me
lunchtime, me and lucy went to find this cooking teacher for desserts advice
she keep on keep on talking to lucy
i ask her i reply her questions she's so bloody cold to me
and i said thanks to her... she just keep numb
but when lucy said thanks..she's like " NO WORRIES! COME AND FIND ME IF YOU NEED ANY HELP"
this is fking bullshit man
who the hell she think she is man
accounting lesson....
i accidentally hit the table, my middle finger nail chip off!!~
after school, "TUG YOUR SHIRT IN! it will be a school and principals detention if you are caught not tugging in your shirt outside school!"
walau ehs.3rd time man =.=
then when i go diary buy ice cream, my index finger nail Tear off like abit
omg..what a sway sway sway day
when i can see your heart not grey
but red
im so bored now...
oh talking about my very sway day today~
early in the morning.. my hair doesnt feel right
first period.. i felt that my thingy came
end of first period.. i went toilet
came out of toilet, MISS ___ "hey, you.. outrageous!!tug your shirt right in neatly now! im kind enough to not write down your name and blabla......"
second period i got called for reading Beatrice's role
its supposedly to be really emotionally
but i read it as if i was the one dying instead of my husband dying
very very monotone and yolanda's manly voice
teacher said,"yolanda, now you gotta put in all your power and emotions for this part. go-"
and i tried..but they say no improvement (my frens)
after class "now tug your shirt IN!!!!!"
scared the shit out of me
lunchtime, me and lucy went to find this cooking teacher for desserts advice
she keep on keep on talking to lucy
i ask her i reply her questions she's so bloody cold to me
and i said thanks to her... she just keep numb
but when lucy said thanks..she's like " NO WORRIES! COME AND FIND ME IF YOU NEED ANY HELP"
this is fking bullshit man
who the hell she think she is man
accounting lesson....
i accidentally hit the table, my middle finger nail chip off!!~
after school, "TUG YOUR SHIRT IN! it will be a school and principals detention if you are caught not tugging in your shirt outside school!"
walau ehs.3rd time man =.=
then when i go diary buy ice cream, my index finger nail Tear off like abit
omg..what a sway sway sway day
what we could have been, 3:21 PM.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
ahahahaha
i feel like playing puzzle suddenly
hahahaha
dunno for what reason
i've been thinking that puzzles are fun
nowadays la
omg.. i talked to a very very cute
junior today!!!!!
she so bloody chio lor
but very banana
but still asianish la
hahahaha
just cute cute
brown eyes!!!
i think singapore got very little ppl with nice eyes colour
that i just think everyone is black
but i know pet's brown
idiot lorr
how come
mine is just orhorh
then all singaporeans like wearing colour contacts rights
wth am i on about huh
testifying ah
siao
hahaha
ok im just rubishing here
because of one reasonn
im bored!!
muahahaha not really but kinda lor
hahahaha
feel like playing puzzle but i forgot which site already.
anna cried in front of me today
she gave me this letter
writing that
"if you find me embarrassing, i won't go to tk to find you anymore
you can go and talk to you CAMBRIDGE friends
just because im doing ncea
i feel like playing puzzle suddenly
hahahaha
dunno for what reason
i've been thinking that puzzles are fun
nowadays la
omg.. i talked to a very very cute
junior today!!!!!
she so bloody chio lor
but very banana
but still asianish la
hahahaha
just cute cute
brown eyes!!!
i think singapore got very little ppl with nice eyes colour
that i just think everyone is black
but i know pet's brown
idiot lorr
how come
mine is just orhorh
then all singaporeans like wearing colour contacts rights
wth am i on about huh
testifying ah
siao
hahaha
ok im just rubishing here
because of one reasonn
im bored!!
muahahaha not really but kinda lor
hahahaha
feel like playing puzzle but i forgot which site already.
anna cried in front of me today
she gave me this letter
writing that
"if you find me embarrassing, i won't go to tk to find you anymore
you can go and talk to you CAMBRIDGE friends
just because im doing ncea
what we could have been, 11:42 AM.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
i quarreled with him again
why are we always quarreling whenever
before my mense come
like always always
and i doubt he just doesn't realise anything
but continue quarreling with me
k la fine
you wanna quarrel is it
quarrel la
also not my fault
i only say i dun wanna walk up to accompany you
why cant you accompany me at times
and you sound like your forcing me to accompany you
you always gives me surprises like..
" oh we're gonna dinner with blablabla now"
like when i just got on your car
and i totally just stunned
you always never say anything and end up with alot of things
why cant you just like explain everything clearly
instead of talking half the sentence or half the point
and keep your mouth shut
cant you see that ppl alr sick until so serious
you dun even care
still want me to walk here walk there
walk slower also cannot
need to be fast
your legs long also not mine
cant you just be more considering
you fell asleep and never reply my text can la
i fell asleep never reply your text you ask me dun ask you come out again
what bullshit is this
and i'll just say its ok.. and its over
but you'll just hang on to it..and raged at me..then its over
do you have to rage at me every single time
every single thing i do
every single thing i say
im not your human sandbag ok
not for you to scold one lor
if you wanna find someone for scolding and controlling..
you find the wrong person already la
why are we always quarreling whenever
before my mense come
like always always
and i doubt he just doesn't realise anything
but continue quarreling with me
k la fine
you wanna quarrel is it
quarrel la
also not my fault
i only say i dun wanna walk up to accompany you
why cant you accompany me at times
and you sound like your forcing me to accompany you
you always gives me surprises like..
" oh we're gonna dinner with blablabla now"
like when i just got on your car
and i totally just stunned
you always never say anything and end up with alot of things
why cant you just like explain everything clearly
instead of talking half the sentence or half the point
and keep your mouth shut
cant you see that ppl alr sick until so serious
you dun even care
still want me to walk here walk there
walk slower also cannot
need to be fast
your legs long also not mine
cant you just be more considering
you fell asleep and never reply my text can la
i fell asleep never reply your text you ask me dun ask you come out again
what bullshit is this
and i'll just say its ok.. and its over
but you'll just hang on to it..and raged at me..then its over
do you have to rage at me every single time
every single thing i do
every single thing i say
im not your human sandbag ok
not for you to scold one lor
if you wanna find someone for scolding and controlling..
you find the wrong person already la
what we could have been, 2:36 PM.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
look wth have i done
causing myself
to suffer now
i've been crying non-stop ever since
my eyes are like swollen now
thinking back
will just cry more
no one will allow me doing this
everyone hates me for being like this
i hate myself for doing this too
i really dunno what was i thinking last time
but is it really nature?
i dunno
im lost and confused now
im just like a small lil girl that fallen out of the path
who can pick me back up on the road?
causing myself
to suffer now
i've been crying non-stop ever since
my eyes are like swollen now
thinking back
will just cry more
no one will allow me doing this
everyone hates me for being like this
i hate myself for doing this too
i really dunno what was i thinking last time
but is it really nature?
i dunno
im lost and confused now
im just like a small lil girl that fallen out of the path
who can pick me back up on the road?
what we could have been, 5:51 AM.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
why why why
she never replied
this part saddens me
as i dun have the courage to move on
and why why why
i think that you are getting unsweeter and unsweeter
as days gone by
and you just made me feel like yelling at you at times
but but but,
lucy is under the same situation
so maybe i shouldn't think too much into it
and just accept the fact going on
pls tell me if im getting sick of you
so its time to leave you
but if im not sick of you
then im not leaving
school's bullshit life-
im gonna do some high jump long jump 200m run bla bla bla
i just hope that i'll be able to survive
because im well prepared this time!!!
guess what? i bringing MILO FREEZE to school
to CHILL~
muahahaha so happy
and hello panda!!~ so long never eat alr
hahahaha and this fried stick hahaaaa
i should be able to survive under the hot sun tomorrow-
athletics day in nz just lack of some sg traditional spirits-
thats why i feel that its super ultra boring
she never replied
this part saddens me
as i dun have the courage to move on
and why why why
i think that you are getting unsweeter and unsweeter
as days gone by
and you just made me feel like yelling at you at times
but but but,
lucy is under the same situation
so maybe i shouldn't think too much into it
and just accept the fact going on
pls tell me if im getting sick of you
so its time to leave you
but if im not sick of you
then im not leaving
school's bullshit life-
im gonna do some high jump long jump 200m run bla bla bla
i just hope that i'll be able to survive
because im well prepared this time!!!
guess what? i bringing MILO FREEZE to school
to CHILL~
muahahaha so happy
and hello panda!!~ so long never eat alr
hahahaha and this fried stick hahaaaa
i should be able to survive under the hot sun tomorrow-
athletics day in nz just lack of some sg traditional spirits-
thats why i feel that its super ultra boring
what we could have been, 5:06 PM.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
between this six months
so many ppl come between us
and although i wanna accept
but i dunno why
i just didn't accept them in the end
and i just carried on with you
but i seriously cannot understand why
i cant be friends with those guys
they are singaporeans thats why i make frens
can speak singlish mah
they all just happen to be guys
if all singaporean girls
i will have a clique already la
still be so loner in school meh
is like, i got frens
but i cant hang out with them
i can only laze around with lucy and tina
even leo, who talked to me cox we're in the same eng class, walking the same way
now we don't even talk
i mean like.. are you abit too overbearing
it just happens that i got more guys friends than girls friends here
and you got all guys friends and don't talk to girls
that doesnt mean that you can scold the shit out of me to "control"
wth do you mean by control
and your frens' eyes are like so bloody big to see who am i walking around the school with
i have a reason for doing so
and i told you
i mean i don't hide from you
so why are you like.. stopping me
i dunno la
but i really don't have girlfriends in bloody macleans
hahaha happy peeps? i uploaded you guy's photos
cox you guys complain say yolanda never sends me photos
ahahahahaha
cox i wanna keep it so that i can take a look at you guys
and miss you peeps
i really do miss singapore alot nowadays
and sorry ppls for not replying your msn
while i am online
cox i might be dramaing or out
but i just leave the msn on
so u guys just leave a message- i'll get back to you!! =]
why cant i find my ever best only macleans mate???
so many ppl come between us
and although i wanna accept
but i dunno why
i just didn't accept them in the end
and i just carried on with you
but i seriously cannot understand why
i cant be friends with those guys
they are singaporeans thats why i make frens
can speak singlish mah
they all just happen to be guys
if all singaporean girls
i will have a clique already la
still be so loner in school meh
is like, i got frens
but i cant hang out with them
i can only laze around with lucy and tina
even leo, who talked to me cox we're in the same eng class, walking the same way
now we don't even talk
i mean like.. are you abit too overbearing
it just happens that i got more guys friends than girls friends here
and you got all guys friends and don't talk to girls
that doesnt mean that you can scold the shit out of me to "control"
wth do you mean by control
and your frens' eyes are like so bloody big to see who am i walking around the school with
i have a reason for doing so
and i told you
i mean i don't hide from you
so why are you like.. stopping me
i dunno la
but i really don't have girlfriends in bloody macleans
hahaha happy peeps? i uploaded you guy's photos
cox you guys complain say yolanda never sends me photos
ahahahahaha
cox i wanna keep it so that i can take a look at you guys
and miss you peeps
i really do miss singapore alot nowadays
and sorry ppls for not replying your msn
while i am online
cox i might be dramaing or out
but i just leave the msn on
so u guys just leave a message- i'll get back to you!! =]
why cant i find my ever best only macleans mate???
what we could have been, 6:20 PM.
what we could have been, 5:42 PM.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
i guess im not meant to make new siamese twin this year
unless, some very special twin fly fly into macleans
fly fly into my clique
and flyfly to be my siamese
i'll be so happy
green = hope
im hoping for my siamese twin come
and accompany me~
the only only one that sticks to me-
waiting, hoping.
HAPPY VDAY!!! <3
im not happy though
not even a hug or kiss or sweet msg
not to even mention a date
='[ T.T
vday ah vday... why must you suck
last year my vday not good too
although cupid shot me, but the arrow wounded my heart.
unless, some very special twin fly fly into macleans
fly fly into my clique
and flyfly to be my siamese
i'll be so happy
green = hope
im hoping for my siamese twin come
and accompany me~
the only only one that sticks to me-
waiting, hoping.
HAPPY VDAY!!! <3
im not happy though
not even a hug or kiss or sweet msg
not to even mention a date
='[ T.T
vday ah vday... why must you suck
last year my vday not good too
although cupid shot me, but the arrow wounded my heart.
what we could have been, 5:31 PM.
Monday, February 11, 2008
i let out all my feelings and thoughts already
i hope you don't get the wrong meaning
and you will think through about it
because im saying this for our r/s
if you really dun care
then there's nothing i can do
school sucks
class is ok la
friends is ok la
teachers eehhh..not really
hahahaha
friends, no jingjing- T.T
i hope you don't get the wrong meaning
and you will think through about it
because im saying this for our r/s
if you really dun care
then there's nothing i can do
school sucks
class is ok la
friends is ok la
teachers eehhh..not really
hahahaha
friends, no jingjing- T.T
what we could have been, 6:27 PM.
Saturday, February 09, 2008
i suddenly feel like doing something stupid
or maybe i just think too much
or ask for too much
or got too disappoint at a sudden
i feel like breaking up...
and fly back to singapore
to go gloria jeans
to hug you
am i mad?
yes i guess so
or maybe i just think too much
or ask for too much
or got too disappoint at a sudden
i feel like breaking up...
and fly back to singapore
to go gloria jeans
to hug you
am i mad?
yes i guess so
what we could have been, 7:19 PM.
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
everyone!!!
i had officially arrived in auckland-
ahhhh~ i hate this place
so boring so boring
you know why??
because my bestie, jingjing, got expelled by school for giving fake identities
then- I M A LONER NOW!!!
haixhaix
and very very saddening news
due to carrying of heavy luggages,
yolanda's beautifully painted nails are ruined!!
her thumb nail broke T.T
and she have to wash away her nails now
cox tomorrow got bloody school!!!!
why cant my school be like poly?? argh......
no more nails avenue, little india, leonardo drake
yolanda's pretty life is gonna die down___
tomorrow got school ahh- how ah
i hate school
esp without new things to show off
i mean i gotta wait for 1.5-2months
for my very precious baby box to be shipped over
my sim card, cosmetics,bags,shoes
every thing important to me-
is in that bloody box!!!!! argh``
then today no one online-cox its reunion dinner time!
so im lonely at home
gonna watch my jay dvd soon
love jay
hahaha
thanks for those who wish me goodbye
and those who never-haha SENILE!!
to yanyi, my blog entry very not abstract today rights?
thanks for sending me in ij uniform!!
to christina, in the end those are the only photos we have.
i thought we were suppose to take heaps
but so little now i think of it-
haixxxx
i had officially arrived in auckland-
ahhhh~ i hate this place
so boring so boring
you know why??
because my bestie, jingjing, got expelled by school for giving fake identities
then- I M A LONER NOW!!!
haixhaix
and very very saddening news
due to carrying of heavy luggages,
yolanda's beautifully painted nails are ruined!!
her thumb nail broke T.T
and she have to wash away her nails now
cox tomorrow got bloody school!!!!
why cant my school be like poly?? argh......
no more nails avenue, little india, leonardo drake
yolanda's pretty life is gonna die down___
tomorrow got school ahh- how ah
i hate school
esp without new things to show off
i mean i gotta wait for 1.5-2months
for my very precious baby box to be shipped over
my sim card, cosmetics,bags,shoes
every thing important to me-
is in that bloody box!!!!! argh``
then today no one online-cox its reunion dinner time!
so im lonely at home
gonna watch my jay dvd soon
love jay
hahaha
thanks for those who wish me goodbye
and those who never-haha SENILE!!
to yanyi, my blog entry very not abstract today rights?
thanks for sending me in ij uniform!!
to christina, in the end those are the only photos we have.
i thought we were suppose to take heaps
but so little now i think of it-
haixxxx
what we could have been, 6:53 PM.
